Back in 2020 my heart was broken. Falling in love with someone with every bone in you is such a heavy feeling in your soul. When the relationship ends not because of betrayal, not because of lack of trust, not even because of lack of love. Sometimes relationships end due to lack of communication. When a relationship ends this way, it's hard to let go, it's hard to move on.
At least for one person in the relationship that is.
I found out in 2021 that the one i loved deeply, who i was so kind to, so helpful, so generous to after the breakup...they had moved on. Quickly. 9 days later quickly. 2 years of a love so deep one can't believe that it could have meant nothing at all. How can someone who made you feel what real love is, move on so so so quickly? My heart had officially shattered.
I tossed & turned with this questions for months. At the end of the day, it roots to so many answers. Psychologically, emotionally, egotistical. The list goes on.
But somewhere in the world lies a quote about seeing people for who they really are. As humans we tend to see what we want to see. We refuse to see beyond what our heart sees. Love is blind, right?
"Fake" is about being aware of how we see people vs. how they really are. Our soul always deserves to be loved truly & not diminished. We deserve to be loved with the same passion we love.