"GuudBye Jawn" - Produced by Dutchyyy
2020 Harris Cole Discord Sample Challenge.
From 2019 to Present, instead of finalizing albums or focusing on refining projects, I kept allowing myself to sucked into community sample challenges back to back, So much so that they have became the bulk of time allocated to music which led to more than enough loose tracks to release them as an album. I intended to do this in 2021 under the album name "I'll do it tomorrow" but.... I just kept taking on new samples challenges. At one point, I had so much unreleased music, both short form and long form stacked up. I released an free album on bandcamp titled "I got distracted" with over 60 tracks only meant to exist for a week or so to both serve as an apology for hoarding music as well as proof that I was well into my productive creative bag....
I regretted uploading this almost immediately, because I still intended to release most of what was included separately. but I didn't want to delete the album since it would remove it from peoples collections.
I have so much unreleased music stacked and have zero motivation to refine or release any of it as direct pipelines have all been severed and all platforms to release music on feel extremely broken.
I honestly don't know what to do. For the first time ever, I don't even have any desire to create new art. Day to Day survival, fight or flight.
It all feels off and feels like the things I don't align with will only worsen rather than be improved on and that just makes me want to Vanish on my own terms.